What and who do you want to be
when you grow up?

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STAGE WORK and CREATIVE WRITING

I often wonder what makes people

want to be a stage worker(actor, singer)?  

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• Desire to be seen, noticed or accepted.

• Desire to get rich quick.

• Desire to create a new, non-existing reality.

• Family professional tradition.

• Chronic depression or childhood traumas.

• Desire to make a difference in some way (Robin Hood or Peter Pan).

• Desire to feel like God.

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We are all playing roles, it is what we all do daily. To which

extend we act ~ it all depends.

We all or most of us do write, daily. But, most of the time,

creative writing is the story behind psychological trauma, or unexpressed personal desires, one way or the other. Happy people do not write diaries. Desire to copy someone else's

work or mind or role is strange to me. Why do people do it? 

My father used to tell me when I was having a hissy fit or being stubborn: "Stop acting like a child, you smarter than this, just stop acting." Usually this professions and class of society is the most heavily dominated by money laundering, sex trafficking

and drug cartels. This also includes organized sports and broadcasting industry. They make impactful movies, but they create chaotic realities. I feel it is an industry of legal slavery

they promote as a highest living standards. This is a full time

mafia world and reality. Billions.

I would never want to be a part of it. All of these lead right

back to law enforcement. Again because of sex traffic, human and drug traffic. These are the people who use heavy drugs the

most and make and sell porn, the most. This is the second worst profession when it comes to mental health status. About 89%

of all actors are bipolar. Read biography of at least 10 of your favorite actors or singers, and you will find sections about personal life or controversies. It will be there: mental issues, emotional breakdown, psychiatric facility visit, rehab, etc. 

About 10% are also schizophrenics. So, it is the dirty business,

in general, behind all of their glamor and luxury.

Celebrities are just humans, that's all. But we all forget

that. Wipe all of the makeup and you have it ~ unreasonable arrogance in flash, which will probably scream "Do you know who I am?" Unfortunately we do, that's why we prefer to stay away ... 

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03

PSYCHOLOGY or PSYCHIATRY

I often wonder what makes people

want to be an psychologist or psychiatrist?

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• Traumas or abuse in earlier childhood.

• History of mental disorders, personal or family members. 

• Desire to dominate or control others.

• Desire to feel like God.

• Desire to create a new and non-existing reality.

• Desire to be understood.

• To avoid punishment.

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We are all playing roles, it is what we all do daily. To which extend we act ~ it all depends.

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People who study psychology or psychiatry

do it for various personal reasons, from mental disorders

to desire to dominate and control others, much like with the general law enforcement. I know many people will say "I wanted to make a difference", "I had a calling to help others", "I head the voice I need to help others" etc. Keep it.  people who are driven with "just a desire to make a difference" have lack of ability to accept reality as is. With all it's flaws. You are not God you presume yourself to be. The basic underlining reason is one of the above, nothing else.

This is a rather strange profession, if you ask me. I don't get people who like to listen to somebody's personal life talk, all

day long, and analyze their dirty laundry for living. They are also directly or indirectly always connected to the law enforcement. They are actually obligated to report people with schizophrenia, so they can give them official statuses and prevent from either giving birth or doing anything harmful. Weather we agree with

it or not is irrelevant. This is what the law requires them to do.

I would say this is the third most mentally damaging profession, after the law enforcement.

They have a tendency to overthink everything. Tendency not to see yourself in the mirror while judging others. For example:

36 year old psychologist, who never had any children or had stable uneven personal intimate relationships is giving a family counseling advise to a couple with 3 kids... Giving them advise on how to raise them and handle hardships, weight gain and children tantrums. 

Or, someone who had been divorced 4 times or never been marries once, yet continue giving couples counseling advise. It's like a "toothless dentist: he does not have any teeth, yet tries to fix

it for everyone". Or cosmetologist who weight 400 lb. yet continue to treat patients with weigh problems ... This is what they do. But they do help a lot of people, especially healthcare professionals and law enforcement members, who needs then the most. Especially in writing.  Great tools for profiling criminals and dangerous people, I suppose. So, it is stress-free, but annoying job, with many mental issues. Literally. Paradoxical profession.

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Весь мир театр и все мы в нем ~актеры

04

SMALL PRIVATE BUSINESS

 I often wonder what makes people

want to be an entrepreneur businessman?

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• Poverty in childhood or on a contrary, desire to preserve or increase wealth.

• Family professional tradition.

• Desire to  improve domestic life.

• Desire to improve current society.

• Desire to make a difference.

• Pride and un-desire to work for someone else in the same industry.

• Desire to create a new and non-existing reality.

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We are all playing roles, it is what we all do

daily. To which extend we act ~ it all depends.

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I personally understand the choice of business specialty. People, who study business, usually well educated and know

the socio-political history of the society. If not well educated they acquire practical learning experience that carries them through the life. They are not trying to break the existing structure, they are usually trying to improve upon it and gain profit from using the system to their advantage. We are all

born into particular social class and this will always remain the true reality of this society. You can continue fighting for full social equality, but this will never go anywhere further than social taxable benefits.

This is what I think everyone wants, but does not know what to call it, so they fight for Social Equality...They want same wages for everyone ~ not going to happen. Why? Because we do not possess equal education or abilities. I am sorry, but we don't.  Educations depends on social status level and, in many cases, parental background. If you mom and dad never cared about degree and believe in anarchy, you probably going to grow up the same way. Ivy League school is simply not your thing. Why this will never change? Because all beings are unique and very different on the detailed level. We are all same in general, but our minds are various. And this is what called Social Diversity. Our reality is essentially a Paradox of mental views. And they are all trying to merge into something new. All of the time.

Business people know it, and accept it. This is normal realistic profession. But it has the fiercest competition, compare to all other professions. And, in many situations, their personal success more dependent on outside environment, compare

to the other three. But they are, the less mentally damaged by their daily routine, so to speak. And, probably, more stable compare to all other professions. Restaurants, coffee shops,

bike shops, bars, small clothing stores, plumbers and electricians, especially in the least populated areas, are the

core of the communities. 

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Весь мир театр и все мы в нем ~актеры